"Alas," said the mouse, "the world gets smaller every day. At first it was so wide that I ran along and was happy to see walls appearing to my right and left, but these high walls converged so quickly that I’m already in the last room, and there in the corner is the trap into which I must run."
"But you’ve only got to run the other way," said the cat, and ate it.
Monday, May 13, 2013
Monday, May 6, 2013
"Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" by Ariana Reines
If the mind is the sword that stabs
The heart and the heart is bleeding
In the art and the woman is bleeding
In the night where her love is as sweet
As a book in a boat on the hissing sea
Then could the bad that crosses the good
In her book be the quotient of all the good
And bad in the world but also especially
All the good and bad in any Good
Book and the least good book of all worlds?
And if that could be then could the light that flares
Whenever with a full heart you open the ark
Where all your promises are burning
To death and kept be the selfsame light of all things?
The heart and the heart is bleeding
In the art and the woman is bleeding
In the night where her love is as sweet
As a book in a boat on the hissing sea
Then could the bad that crosses the good
In her book be the quotient of all the good
And bad in the world but also especially
All the good and bad in any Good
Book and the least good book of all worlds?
And if that could be then could the light that flares
Whenever with a full heart you open the ark
Where all your promises are burning
To death and kept be the selfsame light of all things?
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
“Lines” by Anne Carson
While talking to my mother I neaten things. Spines of books by the phone.
Paperclips
in a china dish. Fragments of eraser that dot the desk. She speaks
longingly
of death. I begin tilting all the paperclips in the other direction.
Out
the window snow is falling straight down in lines. To my mother,
love
of my life, I describe what I had for brunch. The lines are falling
faster
now. Fate has put little weights on the ends (to speed us up) I
want
to tell her—sign of God’s pity. She won’t keep me
she says, she
won’t run up my bill. Miracles slip past us. The
paperclips
are immortally aligned. God’s pity! How long
will
it feel like burning, said the child trying to be
kind.
Monday, April 22, 2013
Letter to Kafka
Berlin-Charlottenburg, April 10, 1917
Dear Sir,
You made me unhappy.
I bought your "Metamorphosis" as a gift for my cousin. But, she is incapable of understanding the story. My cousin gave it to her mother who doesn't understand it either. The mother gave the book to my other cousin, who also didn't find an explanation. Now they have written to me: They expect me to explain the story to them as I am the doctor in the family. But I am at a loss.
Sir! I have spent months in the trenches exchanging blows with the Russians without batting an eyelid. But I could not stand losing my good name with my cousins. Only you can help me. You must do it, as you are the one who landed me in this mess. So please tell me what my cousin should think about "Metamorphosis."
Most respectfully yours,
Dr. Siegfried Wolff
Monday, April 15, 2013
"Stanzas, Sexes, Seductions" by Anne Carson
It’s good to be neuter.
I want to have meaningless legs.
There are things unbearable.
One can evade them a long time.
Then you die.
The ocean reminds me
of your green room.
There are things unbearable.
Scorn, princes, this little size
of dying.
My personal poetry is a failure.
I do not want to be a person.
I want to be unbearable.
Lover to lover, the greenness of love.
Cool, cooling.
Earth bears no such plant.
Who does not end up
a female impersonator?
Drink all the sex there is.
Still die.
I tempt you.
I blush.
There are things unbearable.
Legs, alas.
Legs die.
Rocking themselves down,
crazy slow,
some ballet term for it —
fragment of foil, little
spin,
little drunk,
little do,
little oh,
alas.
I want to have meaningless legs.
There are things unbearable.
One can evade them a long time.
Then you die.
The ocean reminds me
of your green room.
There are things unbearable.
Scorn, princes, this little size
of dying.
My personal poetry is a failure.
I do not want to be a person.
I want to be unbearable.
Lover to lover, the greenness of love.
Cool, cooling.
Earth bears no such plant.
Who does not end up
a female impersonator?
Drink all the sex there is.
Still die.
I tempt you.
I blush.
There are things unbearable.
Legs, alas.
Legs die.
Rocking themselves down,
crazy slow,
some ballet term for it —
fragment of foil, little
spin,
little drunk,
little do,
little oh,
alas.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Jorie Graham on Caravaggio’s Supper at Emmaus
I often teach a painting of Caravaggio’s, Supper at Emmaus. Christ is sitting before us in an alcove against the “back wall” of the painting. We face into a dinner table covered with things for the meal. We are quite sure that the edge of this table is identical with the absolute front of the canvas. But then one undergoes a troubling sensation. The basket of fruit, the edge of the wicker basket, sticks out into our “actual” space, our here and now. The host suddenly recognizes the stranger at his table as Christ and throws open his arms, like this. [Gestures.] His left hand comes out, beyond the border—further than the sacramental grapes in their wicker—out here into the same air that you (and I) are breathing in the National Gallery. At the same time, his right hand penetrates the crucial illusionistic space, the alcove in which Christ sits. What he does, by going like this, is enact what it is to be “taken” by surprise, to be, suddenly, in that spiritual place where the otherness of the world, of possibility, “turns” one’s soul—taking one off the path of mere “ongoingness” onto the other path of “journey.” At any rate, the host’s gesture connects that immortal-because-imaginary space Christ occupies, with the mortal one of the gallery in which I am standing breathing my minutes—and you suddenly realize Caravaggio has activated what I call the “sensation of real time”: the time of the painting’s represented action has crossed over into the time in which my only days are taking place. So you cannot read the painting without being inside the terms of the painting, which are these graduating degrees of temporality: mortal time, immortal time, represented time, actual time, the “time” of process. The activity of the painting is to do that. The host is crucified in this position—a position the artist is also in—saying, You reader and you subject (God, Christ), I have put you two together. It’s my job. That’s what the meal is. That’s what we eat.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Five Poems about Poetry
Poem
by William
Carlos Williams
As the cat
climbed
over
the top of
the
jamcloset
first the
right
forefoot
carefully
then the
hind
stepped
down
into the
pit of
the empty
flowerpot
Notes on
the Art of Poetry
by Dylan
Thomas
I could
never have dreamt that there were such goings-on
in the
world between the covers of books,
such
sandstorms and ice blasts of words,,,
such
staggering peace, such enormous laughter,
such and so
many blinding bright lights,, ,
splashing
all over the pages
in a
million bits and pieces
all of
which were words, words, words,
and each of
which were alive forever
in its own
delight and glory and oddity and light.
Poetry is a
Destructive Force
by Wallace
Stevens
That's what
misery is,
Nothing to
have at heart.
It is to
have or nothing.
It is a
thing to have,
A lion, an
ox in his breast,
To feel it
breathing there.
Corazon,
stout dog,
Young ox,
bow-legged bear,
He tastes
its blood, not spit.
He is like
a man
In the body
of a violent beast
Its muscles
are his own...
The lion
sleeps in the sun.
Its nose is
on its paws.
It can kill
a man.
My Heart
by Frank
O'Hara
I'm not
going to cry all the time
nor shall I
laugh all the time,
I don't
prefer one "strain" to another.
I'd have
the immediacy of a bad movie,
not just a
sleeper, but also the big,
overproduced
first-run kind. I want to be
at least as
alive as the vulgar. And if
some
aficionado of my mess says "That's
not like
Frank!", all to the good! I
don't wear
brown and grey suits all the time,
do I? No. I
wear workshirts to the opera,
often. I
want my feet to be bare,
I want my
face to be shaven, and my heart--
you can't
plan on the heart, but
the better
part of it, my poetry, is open.
A
High-Toned Old Christian Woman
by Wallace
Stevens
Poetry is
the supreme fiction, madame.
Take the
moral law and make a nave of it
And from
the nave build haunted heaven. Thus,
The
conscience is converted into palms,
Like windy
citherns hankering for hymns.
We agree in
principle. That's clear. But take
The
opposing law and make a peristyle,
And from
the peristyle project a masque
Beyond the
planets. Thus, our bawdiness,
Unpurged by
epitaph, indulged at last,
Is equally
converted into palms,
Squiggling
like saxophones. And palm for palm,
Madame, we
are where we began. Allow,
Therefore,
that in the planetary scene
Your
disaffected flagellants, well-stuffed,
Smacking
their muzzy bellies in parade,
Proud of
such novelties of the sublime,
Such tink
and tank and tunk-a-tunk-tunk,
May, merely
may, madame, whip from themselves
A jovial
hullabaloo among the spheres.
This will
make widows wince. But fictive things
Wink as
they will. Wink most when widows wince.
Thursday, March 21, 2013
"High and Bright and Fine and Ice" by Darcie Dennigan
When the
motorboat man asked me to love him
I whispered
precipice
the word
for the no-more-boyfriend feeling
because
precipice contains ice (practically twice)
because I
wanted teetering—
What? he
said
Yes
His ears
from the engines—so hard of hearing—his hands always so hot
Mid our
first winter—I’d clung so long to the dock
he had to
crowbar my fingers off
Each digit
cracked so cleanly
Would you
say they break like icicles? I asked sweetly
I knew I
was nothing! But if I could sustain one song—
I is, I is,
I is I is I is
I could be:
ice
Sex on the
bathroom’s cold marble counter was best
I whispered
statuette, monument
What? he,
sculpting my legs, said
Yes
The child?
I named her Cecily
It sounded
like iced lily
For pure, I
said pristine
At the
ocean, I said brine
Isle for
vacation; for flowers, edelweiss
But when I
said (only of late, late!) I choose ice
Brittle pearls
broke behind my syllables
Did he hear
me?
Again,
twice, thrice:
For my love
we would
need to live
in a great
pyramid
We would
need to sleep
beneath the
continental shelf
with
Antarctic crust blanketing us
The only
driveway to any kind of house
is an
iceberg-ridden Northwest Passage
When I
whispered universe
you were to
translate it as
one bright
line
one bright
rime
Thursday, March 14, 2013
On failure and perseverance towards the living impulse
You write
something and there’s no reality to it. You can’t inject it with any kind of
reality. You have to be patient and keep going, and then, one day, you can feel
something signaling to you from the innermost recesses. Like a little person
trapped under the rubble of an earthquake. And very, very, very slowly you find
your way toward the little bit of living impulse. - Deborah Eisenberg
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Why Schools Need the Arts
There are
habits of learning (like “sticktoitiveness”) that the arts foster.
The
tangibility of the arts: the presence of a something that was not there before
the artist/student created it. From this emerge the learning outcomes of
imagination (possibilities that the student invents and/or considers) and
agency (the student’s central role in effecting these ends).
A focus on
emotion, out of which students learn about expression (giving shape to their
own feelings) and empathy (recognizing the emotions of others).
Ambiguity: the arts deliberate delivery of multiple meanings from which students learn
about interpretation (making sense) and respect (for others’ sense making).
Kids who
struggle in reading seem able to memorize all their lines for the play.
When the
arts are included, more students show up at school and furthermore, they stay
to graduate.
Kids who
have left high school show up at community art centers and direct shows.
Visual arts
give students the opportunity and courage to express their inner lives.
Musical
ensembles give students a sense of community and mattering.
Playing a
dramatic role enables students to experience almost first hand the suffering of
a grieving friend.
The safe
haven that students find in the arts classroom and the difference they
experience between arts teachers who treat them like colleagues who can make
their own choices and non-arts teachers whose expectations are set and
constrained.
The passage
from childhood to adulthood is both thrilling and perilous and at this
challenging time of life, these students find that arts learning helps them
with the pressing agenda of self-discovery.
The arts teach
students to think in important ways that other subjects do not - beyond the
right answer to critical analysis and interpretation.
What is
beyond measure often has the most value - imagination, agency, emotion,
expression…
Arts
learning’s more authentic often holistic means of assessment: just as it seems
laughable to reduce our estimation of expression or imagination to a numerical
score, we need to be more mindful of the injustice we do to all learning areas
by restricting them to the playing fields of right or wrong - math and science,
like the arts, are fueled by good questions (not just right answers).
How many
more of us would be able to participate as makers and audiences in the timeless
and particularly human conversation that the arts perpetuate.
- Jessica
Hoffmann Davis
Thursday, February 28, 2013
The Olympian calm of form in Tarkovsky’s "Mirror"
Tarkovsky
always maintained that he used the laws of music as the film’s organising
principle. He considered film to have much in common with a musical ordering of
material, where emphasis was placed not on the logic, but on the form, of the
flow of events. And form for him was ultimately linked to time - the duration
and the passage of time in each shot. But he did not approach time as an
abstract, philosophical concept; rather, it was an inner psychological reality
and he believed that one of the aims of the film director was to create his
unique sense of time in a film, which was independent of real time.
This
Olympian calm of form is what prompted those of Tarkovsky’s colleagues who were
expecting intense scenes between the protagonists to call the film dull; it is
what turns the burning shed from a destructive accident into an epiphany, and
why the grenade the military instructor throws himself on is a dummy… Tarkovsky
admired Checkhov for removing the first page of his stories, in order to
eradicate the ‘why’. He himself removes pages throughout the story, leaving us
with fragments, whose meaning and motivation is not easily decipherable. We are
left instead with a feeling for a particular mood, atmosphere or emotion – and
a world of juxtapositions and correspondences, to which we must bring to bear
our own sensibility. - Natasha
Synessios
Thursday, February 21, 2013
from “No Word, No Sign” by Aaron Kunin
There’s no
word for you. There’s no word
for what
you do to me. For what you do,
somehow,
and you don’t know you do it,
to my mind
with just your voice, so that
everything
I once was sure of seems wrong;
for what
you do to my way of seeing,
so that I
start to doubt my own eyes if
what my
eyes report isn’t just like what
I hear you
say; and for what you do to
my voice to
keep it from talking, to keep down
every word
somewhere where I can’t remember
it: for
this, there’s no word. To me
you’re like
a machine without a purpose,
whose
purpose is to cast doubt on every
idea that
my mind is thinking, and
the end of
every idea is you.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
When religion is at its best
Religion is at its best when it becomes a countercultural force; when it has no power, only influence, no authority except that which it earns, no claim to people's attention other than by the way it creates values that cannot be found elsewhere. It is then that it loses its perennial tendency to corruption and becomes again what it once was - a startling new voice, redeeming us from our loneliness, framing our existence with meaning, and teaching us to remember what so much else persuades us to forget - that the possibilities of happiness are all around us. - Jonathan Sachs
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Darwin & Machiavelli On Reading
My mind
seems to have become a kind of machine for grinding general laws out of large
collections of facts, but why this should have caused the atrophy of that part
of the brain alone, on which the higher tastes depend, I cannot conceive. A man
with a mind more highly organized or better constituted than mine, would not, I
suppose, have thus suffered; and if I had to live my life again, I would have
made a rule to read some poetry and listen to some music at least once every
week; for perhaps the parts of my brain now atrophied would thus have been kept
active through use. The loss of these tastes is a loss of happiness, and may
possibly be injurious to the intellect, and more probably to the moral character,
by enfeebling the emotional part of our nature. - Charles Darwin
When
evening has come, I return to my house and go into my study. At the door I take
off my clothes of the day, covered with mud and mire, and I put on my regal and
courtly garments; and decently reclothed, I enter the ancient courts of ancient
men, where, received by them lovingly, I feed on the food that alone is mine
and that I was born for. There I am not ashamed to speak with them and to ask
them the reason for their actions; and they in their humanity reply to me. And
for the space of four hours I feel no boredom, I forget every pain, I do not
fear poverty, death does not frighten me. I deliver myself entirely to them. -
Niccolò Machiavelli
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Whitman's Radicalism
All the subtlety and wisdom of Whitman's language...seem like accidents befalling a genial carpenter or fireman or popular journalist. Here is Whitman's radicalism. It is a matter of voice, rather than of ideas. When Whitman spoke, there was no institution supporting him, not even that invisible institution that is an agreed-upon tone, a place on the spectrum of roles. Despite the radicalism of Emerson's philosophy, he was instantly recognizable - whether speaking from a podium or in his essays - as a man of refinement and education. But with Whitman, one couldn't be sure. Maybe he didn't really know what he was doing. Maybe his exquisite poems were really accidents. If so, he might very well be the new kind of man he claimed to be, more in touch with nature than the rest of us; offering in his person and in his poems (an actor and his text?) the spectacle of a man saved from the duplicity of culture, as a saint in former times offered the spectacle of a man saved from the Fall. - Paul Zweig
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